This morning

[alostandbrokensoul]

I woke up this morning
and wanted to die
I went through school normally
made no hint of my suicide.
My parents went shopping
and I wrote out my note
I made a few copies
and then grabbed my coat.
I had thought for a long time
how to end my life
I made up a plan
so as to not cause strife.
I headed to the bridge
my face getting cold
making me cringe
as I remembered the words that were told.
I looked around
making sure no one was there
wondering when I'd be found
wondering who would care.
I grabbed onto the rail
and swung onto the ledge
praying this attemp wouldnt fail
hoping to be dead.
I remember the note
"I went for a walk
"be back soon" was all I wrote
we never go to talk.
I jump, here I go
hit the water
feel its blow
my mind just scatters.
I woke up this morning
and wanted to die
jumped off the bridge
and ended my life.

[rinna(on leave...for eternity)]

well done.
x r x

[Mikepoet]

I felt that way as a teenager. I am glad it got better.

[Dreamcatcher]

Very dark thoughts in this poem. Very well written though sad....Meg