Appearance Lies

[amberputis]

I shade my sad excuses of denial
behind a pathetic, weak, fake smile.
Now the world sees me through a lie.
My forced well being in disguise.
I hide behind a happy face
and push the truth way far away.
I hold back the falling tears
and hope the urge will disappear.
I wish that I would conquere this,
the feeling that still sadly exists.
I've been waiting for it all to fade,
trying to exclude mind games that were played.
We once were one, but now we're two.
I cant seem to cope with knowing we're through.
Please, heart, exhaust these flames
Leave but ashes as remains.

[Mikepoet]

What I hate most about these moments is that I have a vision of a future life and a house with picket fence and a pond in my back yard with ducks and children..sigh..then we break up and back to theres just me..I felt what you were saying and lonly sucks..

[bloodredtears]

another wonderful piece

hide behind a happy face
and push the truth way far away.
I hold back the falling tears
and hope the urge will disappear

this part was especially good..i connected with it
great job!