Unfortunate Want

[amberputis]

My eyes are not fingers on what i wish to touch
what is captured by a glance only means so much
I've shown i care so less
by assumption or a guess
but still, a guilty look on my face
lies seeping through pores in disgrace
whats wrong with me, why cant i rise above?
I was tricked in a twisted game, the confusions of love.
why do i continue to care?
why do i see whats not there?
what do i love what i should hate?
why dont i move on instead of wait?
I bury the truth in denial
basically lying for such a long while
I look at myself in shame,
for allowing myself a victim in that game.
I'm strong but still whipped and pathetic
crying, wondering, feeling symapthetic
The clouds shade my sun
as the rain showers my fun
theres just something missing
longing for my unfortunate wishing.

[bloodredtears]

wonderful write...i loved this part especially..

why do i continue to care?
why do i see whats not there?
what do i love what i should hate?
why dont i move on instead of wait?

i could really relate to that...great job!

[Mikepoet]

Good write..love sometimes scars..A true poet can express their pain poeticly..well written..I think all matters of the heart are best expressed in poems..I understood what you were saying..