Wondering

[DeadlySilence]

Sometimes I wonder,
If you are blind
Or if you just can’t read me at all.
Other times I find myself wondering,
If you seriously want me gone.

I find myself constantly wondering,
If you’re going to be here
To pick me up when I need you most.
I find myself constantly pushing you away,
So I can get a head start on running away.

I’m running so hard,
And I don’t fully understand why.
As I run away,
I hope you’ll be (t)here
Once I finally make my way back.

If I come back & you’re gone
My whole life will unravel,
For you hold the life of this heartless fool together.
I really want our love to last, forever...
I love you!

3-22-2004

[T.J. Barber]

Really good CJ. It has an old feel to it with, newer ways. It's methods of rythym really helps it describe itself. Good job!

TJ

[DeadlySilence]

*smiles* Thank you, TJ.

[bloodredtears]

wonderful piece...the part about getting a headstart on running away sounds a lot like me...i do that with all my relationships...great job!

[DeadlySilence]

Thank you.