:'(They say you’ll know when you meet your true love
I don’t believe that
I only realised you were the one when I lost you
When I’m intoxicated and you’re all the way down there
I’m reaching down to earth hoping you’ll pull me back...
Maybe I hurt myself with the hopes you’ll try and heal me
Baby do you still feel me?
I’m merging with the universe
Aware of earth’s heart beating
But the beat I’m listening for, refuses to flow with my own
I feel footsteps of passersby vibrating through the ground
They’re walking through me
I can feel the sound
But you’re so silent
Colourful shapes form different faces
Smiling, laughing and crying at me...
Maybe if I figure out which face is yours
I could find the way out this lucid dream
It hasn’t been a dream for a while now in fact
These shapes brought nightmares to life before my eyes
I’m listening for you with my eyes
Seeing the shape of your legs with the sound of every step you take
But you’re not there
I’m seeing what I fear most...
You’re in my sight but not in my reach
I’m questioning now if you were ever real
Am I even here? Though I’m vibrating with everything, am I anything?
I can’t get away from my manifesting thoughts, coming at me. Rapid.
It has to get away. I must come down from this acid.
But these hours feel like they could go on for days
and my thoughts could just keep chasing me in circles
I can only sit it out. Deal with my purgatory
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