My last serenade

[alostandbrokensoul]

Not quit sure if the title goes with the poem oh well.

The rope that's wrapped around me
if cutting through my skin
and Ive started to wonder
where the pain has been.

Ive grown numb to this
because its happened before
youve raped me of my innocence
then shoved me out the door.

I can not tell my mother
because she wears your ring
you are not my father
but that doesnt mean a thing.

When ever you are lonely
and need a little comfort
you come and take me
and again I am hurt.

I can not tell my friends
they just wouldnt understand
the pain you cause me
on death I depend.

Ive tried to kill me-self
cut the pain away
but I keep living
my life goes on the same.

You ask me questions like
"My beautiful why do you bleed"
but you dont care
you still do your dirty deed.

Ive grown traumatized by reality
try to hide away
but you still find me
and f*ck me anyway.

Im sorry mom that I hurt you
but this is my goodbye
it wasnt your fault
that I had to die.

You see mommy dearest
I tried to save your soul
but the man you love
made me pay the toll.

He raped me of my innocence
time and time again
and this is my way out.
he's the one to blame.

So please dont cry for me
just make him pay
for ruining my life
and making this my last serenade.

[rinna(on leave...for eternity)]

hey,

this piece is so sorrowful, i can only imagine...

the title fits perfectly with what you have to say. though shouldn't it be serenade? give it a sweep for spelling and punctuation and it should be great.

.rk

[bloodredtears]

i agree with rinna, the title fits very well...this piece has a darkness to it that i couldn't begin to grasp, having never been in that situation...great job expressing it!

[X x K e l Z x X]

This is excellent, awesome write and portrayal here.

Kelz

[_black phoenix_]

i truly hope that this is not an experience that you are going through and is simply a poem writen from different eyes.

this subject is a difficult one to touch upon.. its so easy to get lost within it all.

i hope that all goes well for you, alostandbrokensoul. keep up the emotional writing.