Post by rinna(on leave...for eternity) on Apr 28, 2004 22:52:26 GMT -5
i smiled so sweetly once
until the darkness of the world
ate me up
it started so slow
but it started so deep
how can naivete overcome
the betrayal of a mother
she told me she never wanted me
i was the bastard child that no-one wanted
i was meant to live a good life
i should've seen it coming
it was written in my dna
my real mother was a whore
and that's what i'll become
never staying
always preying
i forgot to pin my heart on my sleeve
it fell in the dirt
and nobody wanted it
not even me
my real father was a junkie
and that's what i'll become
never mind that i did well in school
"she's antisocial"
"she's aggressive"
do you think i decided my end?
i will never forget the old analogies
"the cup will one day overflow"
"you will shame the family"
"you are not mine"
well f*ck you and and your idealistic views
to me they are caustic
i wanted my life
whatever it was
whatever it would've been
mother, you hated me first
i took it on the chin for years
take your f*cking traditional life
and go back home
because i left you
and i'm never coming back
until the darkness of the world
ate me up
it started so slow
but it started so deep
how can naivete overcome
the betrayal of a mother
she told me she never wanted me
i was the bastard child that no-one wanted
i was meant to live a good life
i should've seen it coming
it was written in my dna
my real mother was a whore
and that's what i'll become
never staying
always preying
i forgot to pin my heart on my sleeve
it fell in the dirt
and nobody wanted it
not even me
my real father was a junkie
and that's what i'll become
never mind that i did well in school
"she's antisocial"
"she's aggressive"
do you think i decided my end?
i will never forget the old analogies
"the cup will one day overflow"
"you will shame the family"
"you are not mine"
well f*ck you and and your idealistic views
to me they are caustic
i wanted my life
whatever it was
whatever it would've been
mother, you hated me first
i took it on the chin for years
take your f*cking traditional life
and go back home
because i left you
and i'm never coming back
I like the emotion involved in the writing though!