mother to mother

[rinna(on leave...for eternity)]

She sidles up
Her eyes burning into my cheeks
Warm smile
Warm hand
She is freezing
Not worth
A pinch of ****
I am not yours
Forgive me mother
Once loved
And then I sinned
Worthless
I have learnt
You were a disease
You are not mine

[Mikepoet]

Deep stuff here and so personal. I felt pain from what seems a strong heart.

[rinna(on leave...for eternity)]

mike,
thanks for reading, i am most definitely strong, never you mind! my mother is the last chapter in a closed book.
x rinna x