Ramblings of a Confused Mind

[bloodredtears]

Ramblings of a Confused Mind

I never know what to expect next
one day you don't like me
the next you spend hours chatting it up

why can't you be consistent
is it just to much to ask?

you throw my thoughts into a quandry
you say that you don't like me
and yet you care what i think of you

hey, what would you rate me, you ask
and then b*tch, when my reply isn't statisfactory

we spend hours talking long distance
about everything and nothing
you know me better than i know myself

and yet, you keep me at arms length
as if afraid i'll run if you show emotion

i think i'm going crazy, and it's your fault
every time i think you've taken a step forward
you immediately take about 10 back

i'm tired of second guessing,
i've given up on you

August 27th
11:20 pm

[T.J. Barber]

Very well written. It is nice to see you online again my old friend. Great write indeed! Tj

[bloodredtears]

Thanks TJ, I'm really glad to be back to tell the truth. Even though my video card died this last week and I have to buy a new computer, it is still nice to be able to read the poetry again. Talk to you soon!
~Kris

[Seth]

Awesome write, love the last two lines. I've been there before...