Post by NeverMore on Jul 13, 2004 19:05:01 GMT -5
I woke the other day
to find a dragon
sitting on my doorstep
larger then life
blocking the door
for the longest time
after I opened the door
he just sat there
staring at me
with expressionless eyes
dragons symbolize
streangth or terror in life
which was this for me
gleeming red eyes
shinning in the dawns light
scales all glistening
with each ray of sunshine
that hit him
little puffs of smoke
rising with each breath
yet silent he remained
I felt no fear
I just sat down beside him
looked him in the eye
and asked
why he was here
still he remained silent
so I began speaking
of the things
that were happening in my life
trying to discover
what could be so important as this
for him to be here
I spoke of the love
I so desperatly had missed so long
but that had changed
to a calm memory
that only made me smile now
then I spoke
of a new person in my life
that gave me such friendship
with special thoughts added
wondering if perhaps
I was more confused about that
then I thought
yet no
I understand
why I am
who I am
and what I need
then I spoke
of my friend
going through so many things
and how I do what I can
to help him
sometimes
far beyond my strength
I have bended and broken rules
to help life be smooth
still I knew this
is just who I am
and this was not
what caused this visit
finally I began to speak
of what I am missing in my world
the one thing
that would make me feel complete
knowing this is one thing
I would never have again
I spoke of how
I would move the world for one
and change all that is in front of me
yet never change what I am
I would smile
and release all the love I have
for those in my world
that mean so very much
with a tear falling from my eye
I said
I knew sometimes
some things
are not permitted from other souls
I said
I knew
I would live again
I would
hold someone else through the night again
giving the pleasures
and the joy of sharing
but no one
could make me feel that deep again
there is this place
only once before touched
and I guard it now
so no one
will ever open that flood gate again
Then I wondered aloud
if any one
would even try
to find that place again
I stopped speaking for a moment
as I realised what I had been saying
I saw that I was searching
for the other part of my soul
that part
that would make me smile once more
Then I looked again
and could hardly see
though the rain drops
falling from me
the dragon rose
looked at me
with a tear
that fell from his eye
he nodded to me showed
a small yet knowing smile
and flew off into the rising sun
to find a dragon
sitting on my doorstep
larger then life
blocking the door
for the longest time
after I opened the door
he just sat there
staring at me
with expressionless eyes
dragons symbolize
streangth or terror in life
which was this for me
gleeming red eyes
shinning in the dawns light
scales all glistening
with each ray of sunshine
that hit him
little puffs of smoke
rising with each breath
yet silent he remained
I felt no fear
I just sat down beside him
looked him in the eye
and asked
why he was here
still he remained silent
so I began speaking
of the things
that were happening in my life
trying to discover
what could be so important as this
for him to be here
I spoke of the love
I so desperatly had missed so long
but that had changed
to a calm memory
that only made me smile now
then I spoke
of a new person in my life
that gave me such friendship
with special thoughts added
wondering if perhaps
I was more confused about that
then I thought
yet no
I understand
why I am
who I am
and what I need
then I spoke
of my friend
going through so many things
and how I do what I can
to help him
sometimes
far beyond my strength
I have bended and broken rules
to help life be smooth
still I knew this
is just who I am
and this was not
what caused this visit
finally I began to speak
of what I am missing in my world
the one thing
that would make me feel complete
knowing this is one thing
I would never have again
I spoke of how
I would move the world for one
and change all that is in front of me
yet never change what I am
I would smile
and release all the love I have
for those in my world
that mean so very much
with a tear falling from my eye
I said
I knew sometimes
some things
are not permitted from other souls
I said
I knew
I would live again
I would
hold someone else through the night again
giving the pleasures
and the joy of sharing
but no one
could make me feel that deep again
there is this place
only once before touched
and I guard it now
so no one
will ever open that flood gate again
Then I wondered aloud
if any one
would even try
to find that place again
I stopped speaking for a moment
as I realised what I had been saying
I saw that I was searching
for the other part of my soul
that part
that would make me smile once more
Then I looked again
and could hardly see
though the rain drops
falling from me
the dragon rose
looked at me
with a tear
that fell from his eye
he nodded to me showed
a small yet knowing smile
and flew off into the rising sun