Post by bloodybarbie on Jul 22, 2004 19:38:27 GMT -5
Loved One
if i had known u were a horrible jerk...i would have never fallen in love with u. i have known u forever but i feel that u dont care. u will never get this letter my love o my life. u will never know how i feel about you. the way u look into my eyes, the longingness inside. the way u act when i m around, even when ur girl friend's in sight. the way u talk. i wonder how u feel my love but i will never know because i m a chicken and will not ask. u say we r friends, u say that u love me. but do u really? r u lying? r being that person that tells ppl what they want to hear? or r u tellin' the truth...but followin' our gay parents rules? i want to know how u feel, i want to feel ur touch again. on Thanksgiving i was thankful for the time we spent together...when we were both in Peyton w/ ur cousin and we hung out and slept with two mattresses on the floor...me in the middle u on my right and her on my left...u and i sharing one mattress...and her on her own...lonely. u kissed me that night, u held my hand all night...we were close...but not close enough to do ne thing, we wouldnt get in trouble. but now ur in military school, and u have a girl friend who in my opinion is a total ugly B**** but i dont care, i know in ur heart that u want me and that is all that matters to me right now...I LOVE U my love my life, please remember these words i write, for i will have them given to u one day...but now is to early or maybe to late. i love u my life my love my strength, seeing ur face makes my day...so hold out ur hand and give mine a squezze for i will be waiting till time runs clean!!!
if i had known u were a horrible jerk...i would have never fallen in love with u. i have known u forever but i feel that u dont care. u will never get this letter my love o my life. u will never know how i feel about you. the way u look into my eyes, the longingness inside. the way u act when i m around, even when ur girl friend's in sight. the way u talk. i wonder how u feel my love but i will never know because i m a chicken and will not ask. u say we r friends, u say that u love me. but do u really? r u lying? r being that person that tells ppl what they want to hear? or r u tellin' the truth...but followin' our gay parents rules? i want to know how u feel, i want to feel ur touch again. on Thanksgiving i was thankful for the time we spent together...when we were both in Peyton w/ ur cousin and we hung out and slept with two mattresses on the floor...me in the middle u on my right and her on my left...u and i sharing one mattress...and her on her own...lonely. u kissed me that night, u held my hand all night...we were close...but not close enough to do ne thing, we wouldnt get in trouble. but now ur in military school, and u have a girl friend who in my opinion is a total ugly B**** but i dont care, i know in ur heart that u want me and that is all that matters to me right now...I LOVE U my love my life, please remember these words i write, for i will have them given to u one day...but now is to early or maybe to late. i love u my life my love my strength, seeing ur face makes my day...so hold out ur hand and give mine a squezze for i will be waiting till time runs clean!!!
