I dont know why

[shebangs17]

most times i am too sad to speak
when my emotions have reached their peak
i dont know why, and this hurts inside
i dont want to bum, just be along for the ride
i think its because of this guy, but its not his fault
he doesnt know, why should he? im the one at fault
when im around him, i feel happy and sad
i feel special, desired, yet somehow bad
he doesnt know that i love him with all my heart
even if he did, would it matter, would it split us apart
this worries me because hes special to me
not just some guy, but someone with whom i want to be
he likes my friend, i can tell, its not that hard
so when we all hang, my heart is cut by some shard
its glass, no, its being invisible to his eyes
he laughs at her jokes and touches her, like thats some surprise
but in a way, im okay with that, i guess
it hurts, but i respect him, though it makes my heart a mess
someday, maybe, he'll know how i feel
until that day, my lips are sealed

[NeverMore]

"I don't know why"... such is the curse of the heart and the cost of being human I think. All these years I wish I knew why so many things, especially "why" I love who I do... I know I am a fool for it, yet I do it just the same.

Very good work, incites a great deal of thought in the reader. I enjoyed this a great deal.

[bloodredtears]

wonderful piece...i totally know how you feel...i had this same thing happen....except in my case after he stopped liking my friend he found out I liked him and then he told me he didn't like me like that...it was devastating...

[imaginary goddess #5]

wonderful.
bittersweet.
lovely.
expressive.
emotional.
great job.

- Lianna
Imaginary Goddess #5

[angel]

oh no! thats a horrible place to be in. I am sorry that you are/were in that position. Hopefully it works out... This went pretty smoothy, nice wording to express yourself