Behind The Cover(Coming Out Again)

[X x K e l Z x X]

I'm so tired of living these lies
Late at night I sit and cry
Thinking of the things I always do
Screwing myself over just for you
Life's not the same, since it turned upside down
I hardly ever smile, most often I frown
I smoke way too many cigarettes to keep me cool
And drink sometimes and wake up in my drool
So finally I developed a world of my own
I made up a lie and sat on my throne
I'm really not gay, but I think it's okay
Ladies are lovely, but men are my way
I took a chance and experienced a new world
And was left alone again, a sad little girl
But I will survive this time, because of one man
A man who simply helped me understand
Who I am, and why I'm here
This one's for you, John my dear

[John Barnett]

Kelly, this is great, thanks for giving me credit for helping you, you're most welcome. I hope things are better now that you have opened up to yourself, keep writing, it's therapuetic.

[rinna(on leave...for eternity)]

kelly,

this is awesome. not just the poem itself, but to open yourself up to a friend and to learn from them - and acknowledge and credit them - is something you don't see too often these days.

cheers

[X x K e l Z x X]

Thank you both

[culupa]

I think you are really good at this........

[T.J. Barber]

WOW!!!!

I missed this one. Dang girl, this was an awesome write. I bet this one took some real emotion. I am intrigued by this one. Awesome Kelly, truly great...

TJ