For Her (and him)

[Billy]

I'm in daze,
Everythings hazy,
I can't get you out of my head,
But I can't get her out of my head either,
She was the best girlfriend I ever had,
You know that,
But you treat me like a child,
She treated me like a queen,
Did anything to please me,
You only want to please yourself,
She an I,
Usta sit up at night,
And talk about what life would be like,
Once I came out and told my parents,
That I was bi,
But not your here,
And I don't know why,
When she left me,
It split my heart in two,
You helped me mend it back together,
Although it will never fully be healed,
I love her,
You can't change that baby,
But maybe I can fall in love with you too,
Or maybe shes the one I'm supposed to be with,
For the rest of my life,
Or maybe shes just a ghost in my past,
Life the blade of my favorite knife,
Providing the extacy,
I need to feel alive,
Making me fell like I am real,
And worth something,
In someone elses life.

This poem is dedicated to the 2 special someones in my life. You know who you are!
~Billy~

[John Barnett]

This is great, I really enjoyed this piece.

[bloodredtears]

very interesting piece...it expresses your thought process perfectly...good job